July 2011
1 post
“The only difference between me and a madman is that I am not mad. —...”
May 2010
1 post
Brave
my bravest moment, was when I gave him birth.
my bravest moment, was when I realized that I’m facing death at that time, trying to get him out.
Where as before this, I was a weak person. I cried whenever I’m afraid of the dark. Whenever I’m alone. Umi used to say that giving birth, is like being in a war, between life and death. In seconds, God can pull your life as soon as you...
October 2009
16 posts
“Alone we can do so little; together we can do so much- Helen Keller”
we’re dripping. bit by bit.
the world doesn’t know that we’re exist together.
if only i could tell the world. but the pain is too unbearable.
how can you stand this feeling for so long? we couldn’t take the risk. but i couldn’t hide it for much longer.
if it’s for your sake, i’ll cut my chest open and put my heart into a small black box. so that i...
another story for gorry
my grandmother told me a story when i was very young.
“dear God, please do lead my life in a better path. I don’t have anyone in this world and You’re the only one who hears my cry and pain. But my heart yearns for someone that I can call a wife… a wife that can be with me through thick and hardships in my life… a taste of sweet pure love.”
Adam is a beautiful...
4$how
there were once a tale of two lovers that was trapped in the cruelty of humans.
Hunter and Lily carved the most priceless love in their lives, where they can never find another love in this world. Only to God and to themselves. Every single day, Hunter and Lily will meet up and sit on top of the Saint Hill, underneath the small apple tree. Where it grows ripe red fruits and feel the softness of...
I'm missing you :'(
riffy:
Oh dear please don’t start crying cause if you do cry i’m going to start crying too.I don’t why i’m going to miss you alot.I was about to cry on the way home but i hold it in like a gentlemen and just be sad abou it.I know u went to further ur studies in india but i don’t know why i feel this sad but just study well and don’t be too hard on yourself while doing it okay.Oh boy I think i’m...
“Our planets and Universe are like small dots in a big fragile bubble -Mdarcie”
determined
determined.
principles… now that’s as hard topic to talk about. i don’t have principles nor determine. do you? how would u feel when someone said to you to determine your own future? how would you feel if you asked someone to determine their future? how people asked you to do things that you aren’t tend to do? harsh ea? well most people have that kind of thought. ever...
“The only kind of dignity which is genuine is that which is not diminished by the...”
haven’t heard this for years, yet it’s...
September 2009
12 posts
weird? you're weird
most people asked me; “why u’re always online?”
I told them I worked with PC’s 24/7, shitting myself off, trying to finish up my work as a writer. most people still can’t understand that and think that I’m lying. “U’re lying. U dun have a job n that’s y u online every single day and every single time, rite?” What more can I say? If i...
“Do more than belong: participate. Do more than care: help. Do more than believe:...”
– William Arthur Ward
another breakdown (??)
it seems that things don’t go with what we wanted.
but that’s the way of life. we refuse to fight for what we wanted and yet, we asked for it. Under what reason we rejected our way of karma? Our way of life? Our obligations and responsibility? We’re just like a speck of dust in this Earth but still, we think that we’re tough enough to challenge something that we know we...
=.=
it’s not always easy;
1. being a daughter
2. being a son
3. being a mother
4. being a father
5. being a student
6. being an employee
7. being someone that people can laugh at
8. being a homeless wretched hag
9. being a beggar
10. being a driver
11. being just plain weird and freakish at the same time (??)
12. being an internet geek
13. being a Star Wars Trilogy geek
14. being a...