most people asked me; “why u’re always online?”

I told them I worked with PC’s 24/7, shitting myself off, trying to finish up my work as a writer. most people still can’t understand that and think that I’m lying. “U’re lying. U dun have a job n that’s y u online every single day and every single time, rite?” What more can I say? If i prove them wrong, what do i gain? It’s not like they’re the ones that give me food and shelter. I don’t give a shit if they want to say that i’m lying because it’s up to them to think and believe that way. I don’t loose a thing just because they want to have that kind of perception and life.

Same thing goes when you told someone that you like him or her.

You told them how you feel. but instead of embracing and be grateful with your love, that person just laugh and can’t accept the truth that you’ve given. Was it wrong? Is it wrong? Everybody needs to have love and feel the warmth. but most people can’t accept that warmth feeling and for making things worse, they will laugh at our honesty and see us as weird people. “are you qualified enough to love me?”, “do you even look at the mirror?”, “what are you nuts! you’re not even close to cuteness and still, you want to have a relationship with me??”

what happened to the positivity that once applied in us?

God knows..